6/15/19 -- This year just hasn't started off all that great and here we are, in the middle of the year, already. My birthday is in 3 days, and I am dog/house sitting. I don't mind doing that, as a matter of fact, I enjoy it. What sucks, is the fact that, and other death, has happened. This time it was a long time friend of mine. She was an older woman and we have been friends for a long time. We had a falling out, a while back, but were able to reconcile here not too long ago, of which I am very thankful.
I found out about her passing, on facebook, again! I say, again, because this is like the second or third time that I have found out about a death via facebook. Anyway, I inquired as to what caused her passing and the reason given was leukemia. She was diagnosed only a month ago! What a quick passing! I wish I had taken the opportunity to see her one more time. There were a number of times that I thought about stopping to see her or messaging her to see if it was ok to stop by and visit plus I wanted to see her new kitty. I never did contact her to see about visiting. I am sorry that I didn't, but I can't dwell there or feel guilty about it. It doesn't stop me from feeling bad tho.
There will be a memorial service for her on June 29, at the church that she attended and I attended some years ago. I am definitely going to that.
That woman had a unique personality and we got along great, for awhile. When I was going thru my dark time, we had a falling out and hadn't seen each other for quite a long time; then all of a sudden, I saw her at the grocery store, and talked and she invited me to her apt for lunch, and that was the last time I saw her first cat, Chance, and as it turns out - the last time I saw her. I am ever so thankful that I took the opportunity to reconcile with her, God knew what was coming and opened the door for us to reconcile, and I am so glad the I walked thru that door.
I expressed on facebook that I have had enough of death! I know that I have expressed that here, a number of posts ago, so I won't repeat myself.
