1/6/19 -- I am not very happy with myself right now. I don't like that I allowed someone to get into trouble because I had such a difficult time getting my ass in gear, in the mornings that I was supposed to be on time, if not early! I do not understand why I have such a difficult time sleeping, at night, then my mornings are so very difficult in staying awake. I have been struggling with being a bit down, hear lately, as well. I have been putting on a good face, but in all actuality I am not feeling what I show (try to show) when people see me.
I absolutely despise that I have I lost an income that was very helpful to me, frankly I had given up looking for anything else. Now I have to start looking again but maybe I will looking for something that starts a bit later in the day, like about mid-morning til 2pm because I do still have the babysitting job that I have to be at the house, no later than 3pm.
Now I am at a loss as to what to do next.
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