Sometimes it is an extremely good thing when you CANNOT cross your beliefs. Over the last several months, I have in a relationship with a man that I had initially met on a matching website, he was the second man that I met. Anyway, I have this very strong belief that one shouldn't have sex before marriage. Mind you, this is an overall statement, but for me it is quite personal. I have believed this for quite a long time. While I have been with this man, I have really been trying to overcome my beliefs, to give him what he wants, which is sex. To be brutally honest, I have wanted it too but I haven't been able to cross those beliefs.
I am quite thankful that I haven't been able to do that. I fully realize that I really don't want cross my beliefs. The problem is this man does have some emotional attachment, I think, to me. He expressed his feelings to me, last night, before he left to go back home. I have been thinking about what he said along with the message that was spoken, at church, this morning.
I really need to figure out how to put an end to this, gracefully. Have been feeling like I could be stringing this man along, without even wanting to trying to.
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